Sue, my name is Julie and I found your web page and just had to tell you that it is amazing. I too, love boxers! I couldn't help but cry when I read the story about Penny. It is so true how boxers touch our lives!
I would love to tell you the story of my most amazing and strong Zoe. About a month ago I had to make the hardest and most painful decision of my life, the decision to end all of Zoe's pain and suffering...
I was never sure about the boxer breed and wasn't sure what to expect when my boyfriend at the time suggested getting one. I fell in love with her from the first moment I saw her, that wrinkly face, short little tail, and those deep and curious eyes. We brought her home on July 4th 2002, and from there the excitement began! Zoe was always a little smaller, but she was healthy and ate like a horse. She just had so much playful energy that she was constantly moving! Before long, her favorite companion became her frisbee! We would spend hours playing! She loved and was loved by everyone who met her. People often commented on her gentle demeanor, and how she would get so excited and "walk like a C". (Kind of bent in half, kissing and wagging her "nubbin of a tail"). Life was good... she even welcomed a new "brother", Charlie in January of 2006. They quickly became best of friends.
Then in March of 2006 when she was 4 years old she began to limp, and lose weight. Our current Vet was unable to diagnose the condition, and shrugged it off as a "pulled muscle". It didn't take long before I knew that it was something more. We switched Vets and did more testing. She had developed a fracture in her right hind knee. We were told she would need surgery. The even more disappointing news was that this surgery was not performed in our town of Lincoln, NE. There was no question in my mind that I would spend any amount of money to bring the "old" Zoe back. So, we headed to KSU. At this time we learned that Zoe's weight had dramatically went from around 42 lbs. to a mere 32 lbs. I cried when the vet mentioned the possibility of cancer as well. But, everything went well, no cancer and $2,000 later our Zoe was on the road to recovery! She eventually recovered to almost 100%.
Then in April 2008, she was diagnosed with cancer:(. My biggest fear. She was able to have one of the tumors removed, but it had already spread internally and was only a matter of time before she would lose the biggest battle of her life. For the next three months, you couldn't even tell that she was battling cancer. She still ate well, loved going for walks, and loved Charlie and her frisbee!! She was still sassy and loving. I had cried many times, knowing that each day may be my last with her. Then suddenly one night, I knew in my heart that it would be her last. She was losing the battle. I knew how much "her dad" loved her even though we were no longer together, he needed to see her one last time. We layed by her side that night, saying our goodbyes, crying and snuggling her. (It makes me cry right now just thinking about her) I layed beside her hoping and praying that she would go peacefully in her sleep that night.... but she was a fighter and I knew that she wouldn't allow that to happen. That was the hardest night of my life. The next day would be the day that Zoe would no longer suffer, she will rest peacefully in heaven with her frisbee. She was layed to rest with her beloved frisbee on July 9, 2008. Zoe was only 6 years old, but she had brought more happiness to those who knew her than can ever be imagined:)
Thanks so much for letting me share my story... It helps to tell her story to other animal lovers. I know that time heals, but my memories will never be forgotten. I have attached some photos, so you can see Zoe:)
Julie Kobza
Lincoln NE
Julie, Thank you so much for sharing your story about Zoe. She will live in our hearts forever. Take care, Sue